whirlwind way

i can't believe it's the end of july. so much has happened this year. so much has happened in one month alone! and it's the same story for each month that has passed. i knew i was jumping into uncertainty when i picked up and left my stable life in SD but i don't think i expected it to be such a whirlwind of a way.

in true abstract-shortcut-bev-fashion, here's a few words to sum up a few things: quit, move out, bye sd, move in, hello oaktown, hunt, hunt, hunt, work, work, work, dc, dc, dc, move in, montana, la, layoff, sinking feeling, push forward, and now. i didn't foresee most of what has happened this year so far. it wasn't in my plans. but who was i kidding right? it was never really my plan to begin with.

i can say that even with the bad, i'm thankful of where i am. i can't predict where i'll "be" next week, much less can i even predict where i'll be tomorrow. all's i can say is that i'm so fortunate to have crossed paths with the people that i've crossed paths with. i don't think they realize that even the littlest of instances, i've grown from knowing each and everyone of them. i'm not much of a talker so i don't think they'll ever know but i wanted to send it out there to the universe: thank you. i hope that each of the people that i dedicate that to, got a little chill or felt a quick breeze flow their way just now.

bring it on second half of 2010. please be gentle but bring it on! that's a contradiction huh? probably. to be continued folks...