inspirare

in- + spirare to breathe

the more i take time to breathe, the more i realize how much inspiration is around me. i wish i can take true and deep breaths all the time, or at least more often that i do now ...

i've always wondered, why would you let it happen? when you've heard those who've come before say "i wish" or "if i could go back" or "if i were young again" or or or ... why not heed these ... these warnings? these insights?.. encouragements in disguise?..

"go for it!" beats her chest pa rum pum pum pum ... "hold it, hhhold it," ticks her head ticky-tick ticky-ticka-tick. stuck-o limbo.

if only she were into more quantitative sort of things, then maybe she wouldn't have such a hard time 'figuring it out.' what the heezy?! i wonder if -beep- majors flow right into the wave of reality post college ideality???

i'm rusty. work dulls and is dull. busy as f*ck as always but dull in the way it matters, challenging but not challenging in the way i like it ... no stimulation going on in the good ol' gray matter at all but sadly, plenty of stress to go around.

i miss fulfilling activity and engaging conversations. i need to make time before time says wala na.